I'm dedicating this blog to my sister, Robyn, who taught me the beauty of the written word. Throughout our lives, writing was the thread that bound us together. It was the current in our ocean. I haven't written a word since her death even though I know it is my only hope at healing. I'm beginning to feel the ebb and flow again...the stagnant water rising with grief's tide. I'm afraid of the undertow, of being tossed around in the whitewash. I've been hiding from it. But from here on out, I must face it head on. Perhaps the words on this page will be my lifeboat...

Thursday, July 21, 2011

- sister -


(Dave wrote this song for his sister, Jane. He said in an interview that when he and Jane were little, they thought that God put his heart in her chest and her heart in his. When she died, Dave felt like his heart went missing. I understand that feeling. Dedicating this to Robyn, on the two month anniversary of her death. You made the sun go dark just by walking away...)

Sister - Dave Matthews

Passing time with you in mind
It’s another quiet night
Feel the ground against my back
Counting stars against the black

Think about another day
Wishing I was far away
Wherever I dreamed I was
You were there with me

(Chorus)
Sister, I hear you laugh
My heart fills full up
Keep me please
Sister, when you cry
I feel your tears
Running down my face
Sister, sister, keep me

I hope you always know it’s true
I would never make it through
You could make the sun go dark
Just by walking away

Playing like we used to play
Like it would never go away
I feel you beating in my chest
I’d be dead without

(Chorus)
Sister, I hear you laugh
My heart fills full up
Keep me please
Sister, when you cry
I feel your tears
Running down my face
Sister, sister, you keep me


I hope you always know it’s true
I would never make it through
You could make the heavens fall
Just by walking away

(Chorus)
Sister, I hear you laugh
My heart fills full up
Keep me please
Sister, when you cry
I feel your tears
Running down my face
Sister, sister, you keep me

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